Shade & Truth

I was sound asleep yet I feel like I’ve been awake all night.

Anytime my dreams make me question reality, I tend to feel that way.

Cinematic features on a roll.

Waking up in a haze, hoping to make some sense of each scene I’ve seen.

Some old characters, unrecognizable extras in passing.

Looking for a possible theme underneath the contorted plot.

Mostly revealing what’s hidden.

Simultaneously releasing what I know, the truth.

I awake and remind myself that some things are hidden messages that are worth deciphering.

Other things are distractions.

This could all be due to the fact that I’m going up.

So they’re choosing to throw shade from below.

I notice the patterns, they are upset about my success.

I think it’s time I give them a real show :)

-A journal excerpt from 3/6/2023